After four years of working at Burlington, im up for a management position. while im ecstatic for the opportunity, im also nervous. work wont be work, it will be WORK! gone will be the days of coming in and doing the job correctly because its fun. now, it will be doing the job correctly because i have to lead by example! i have to be responsible....UGH!
I actually prayed to get the job at Burlington, life wasnt looking so pretty for me at the time but the Creator answered my prayer (see, why i believe?), then i hoped it would lead to something bigger....and here i am at the threshold of achieving that goal and im nervous. who would have thought, having fun at a job would lead to a promotion?
im nervous that, as it becomes a JOB, the fun of doing it will fade away. while i will making more money, will i have less time to spend with Courtney? can i do the job and still grind as a poet?
this is one of those times having a white collar, weekends off job would be great. i should know something by next week....either im going to be Evan, mens dept mgr or just plain old Evan, sales person.
we shall see. getting grown sucks!
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